| i dont care what number this is. |
[Apr. 17th, 2009|10:20 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
so i decided to "undelete" my lifejournal account, even though i already made a new one. there are some pretty important entries on this one, and i just couldnt quite say goodbye to some of them. especially the things that had to do with cameron.:/ so clearly, i'm weak. i won't be updating this livejournal anymore, i'm using the new one now. but this is just an update saying that i undeleted it. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY FIVE. friday. |
[Mar. 27th, 2009|06:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  angry | ] |
wowww, unfortunately, i have to make a new one of these.
megan ratfield just called me, but i dont even know how she got my number?, & i called her a bitch in one of these entry things, and she was google-ing her name, and my livejournal came upppp.
so i lied and said that it wasnt mineee.
and now shes probably gonna stalk it and find out everything ive said and all my secrets and crap.
soooo im making a new one. a private one.
shiiiiit, im kinda screwed. if she reads all these entries, i dunno what im gonna do.
i guess ill just go make everything private in this one,
AND make a new one.
farewell, livejournal. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY FOUR. friday. |
[Mar. 27th, 2009|04:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | complacent | ] |
tgif, no kidding.
i HATE how the highlight of my day is always when a boy says hi to me, because then i start to like them. no guys ever really talk to me or hang out with me. ive never really hung out with a guy outside of school, and it sucks. a boy just making casual conversation with me makes me start to like him, because no boys ever do that.
today was eh. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY THREE. thursday. |
[Mar. 26th, 2009|08:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
yesterday was okay.
today was boring.
tomorrow wont be any better.
right now, i want summer more than ive ever wanted anything in my life.
iiiiiiii, hateeeeeee, schoollllllllllll. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY TWO. tuesday. |
[Mar. 24th, 2009|08:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
before school- i dont remember.
homerooooom- nothing.
first period- notes and stuff.
second period- i didnt really have anything to do.
third period- math, ickkkkk.
fourth period- band band band. ew.
lunch- nothing reallllly.
fifth period- my essay is really good :D i'm proud of myself.
sixth period- religions. i was almost crying because i was thinking too much about my religion & how i havent been dedicated enough.
after school- went shopping with sienna & her cousin mariah. she's suuuper nice, and really pretty! she's honestly amazing.
honors society trip to seattle tomorrow. yay. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY ONE. monday. |
[Mar. 23rd, 2009|06:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
i slept in today so i could buy jonas brothers tickets at 10am.
then we picked up marissa & went to school at about 11.
so.
fourth period- marching outsidee.
lunch- nothing reallllly. meagan kinda ignored me.
fifth period- i love mrs ratcliffe(:
sixth period- mr sutherland doesnt make sense. at all.
after school- play practice, then like 15 minutes of the basketballll game.
stupid washington.
i hate the rain. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY. saturday. |
[Mar. 21st, 2009|06:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
i had a bad day.
i didnt get the shorts that i need
my dad yelled at me for everything, IN PUBLIC. aka at the mall.
(but then he said i might get a cell phone this summer? yeah whatever.)
grandma couldnt fix my white shorts like i wanted, so now ill never wear them, so she and dad both yelled at me for that.
then we collected our neighbors chicken eggs, and the chickens scared the living shit out of me. no joke. but its cool, because they have a rooster, two turkeys, and at least 12 chickens. & we got to keep the eggs(:
oh haha did i ever tell you that his last name is jonas? yeah, rob jonas. thats funny, because its like big rob, hahaha. and when we first moved in here, i thought it was the stupidest last name ever. and now its the coolest.(;
anyways, on on the bright side,
my dad is actually MAKING EFFORT to talk to grandma.
and now billie is coming over.
i havent hung out with her in a long time.
gonna have fun tonight, <3 bye. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED TWENTY NINE. thursday. |
[Mar. 19th, 2009|04:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "unlove you" -ashley tisdale. | ] |
before school- announcements with meagan.
homeroom- tyler & i organized the name tags.
first period- mr dahl gets annoyed of me really easily, hahahhaha. "DOLLLLY LLAMA!" lol.
second period- i walked around all period.
third period- ryan isnt my best friend anymore i guess? aha we never were. but i wish we were :/ whatever, theres more boys in high schoooool.
fourth period- band is band is band.
lunch- i'm so lonely when sienna isnt there :/ cody was dipping his funions in ranch and marinara sauce. ew.
fifth period- we just went to the library to research our topic. i got henrich himmler. he was in charge of killing all the jews in world war two, not hitler. himmler came up with the idea, not hitler.
sixth period- we went to digitools, and cody & i fought a lot :/ i hate when we fight, even though i start most of it.
after school- kelsey was throwing water at cody, so he used me as a shield and came up behind me and grabbed me, & i was like "this is awkward, get offff of me." and some kid from math class came up, i think his name is robert, and stared at us while cody was still grabbing me from the back, and he was like "hey! she doesnt like when you touch her!" and kept staring until cody let go. then robert walked away. i think he likes me because he does things like this, plus he stares at me all the time in math class. even ryan noticed. then when robert walked away, cody touched my arm, and then he touched my hair, then he put his hand on my head, & then i just walked away and got on the bus, with robert staring at me as i walked away. its a little creepy, since hes fat & ugly. no offense.
gonna watch americas next top model.
then eat dinner.
then homeworkkk.
and then watch survivor!
byee :) |
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| FOUR HUNDRED TWENTY EIGHT. thursday. |
[Mar. 19th, 2009|05:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
goodmorning livejournal.
-school yesterday wasn't even worth updating about, that's how lame it was.
-my dad told me yesterday that i'm monotone & i can't carry a tune, then he said "just face it, you can't sing." i thought parents are supposed to be supportive and helpful, not crushing and rude. yeah thank dad, i love you too.
-i have to dance with joe for the play. joe, an 8th grader, not the joey who i think is cute.
-me and sam are fighting over the piccolo part for a song we're doing for contest and our last concert. she's already had two solos this year, and i haven't had any. and i'm first chair right now, so i should get it. she says she should get it because it's her last year of band- but that's not my fault. she can do band next year if she wanted to, but she wants to be a doctor instead, but that's not my fault. mr burch said he might split the parts up so we both get half, but she's already had to solos this year, and i'm first chair! hopefull for the next chair test, i'll maintain that position, but i want the part- sam and i have been talking about it all year, and she wanted the solo at the beginning of the year, and i could have the piccolo part on this song. and now she wants it too because shes not doing band. ugh just give me the solo, i deserve it. but i guess whatever's meant to be will work itself outtttt, yeeh.
-by a miracle of god, my grandma wants to stay here for another year. thank you jesus.
maybe basketball game tonight?
yeah, its the night game, but i dunno who else is going.
gonna go get ready for school, bye. |
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| FOUR HUNDRED TWENTY SEVEN. tuesday. |
[Mar. 17th, 2009|03:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "beautiful" -akon. | ] |
in case you were wondering, don't trust me.
i'm not worthy of anybody's trust.
and i'll probably just tell someone anyway.
i had a bad day. it started out good, then my mood just turned horrible.
i've had bad mood swings lately, and i don have any idea why.
before school- announcements was fun :D apparently the camera was on, but we didnt know it, so everyone could see us talking and stuff on the tv, even though the audio wasnt on. and they saw us throwing stuff and going behind the curtain. then bryce came in and told us that the camera was on, hahaha. so everyone saw us being stupid :D then everyone talked about it all day long(:
first period- we literally watched ice melt. ha.
second period- i didnt really have anything to do, so i just sat there. i didnt even feel like reading.
third period- caley is really distracting. and i wish ryan saw me as more than just another girl. like, i wish we were better friends, if he even considers us friends.
fourth period- sam & i are fighting over who gets the piccolo part for the next song, even though shes already had two solos this year, one being a piccolo part. and im first chair, so i should get it. but shes not doing band next year, so she wants it. then do band! ugh. she'll probably get it in the end anyways. then i pushed sams flute off her lap onto the ground. oops.
lunch- sienna didnt talk to me all day. she smiled at me two or three times, but thats it. this started my bad day.
fifth period- i don't get it.
sixth period- cody is rude, to say the least.
after school- i dont know. i just left school. i cant deal with it anymore.
okay, whenever im with sienna, just me and her, its fun.
but whenever its her and me and other people, it sucks.
last year, on may 23rd, we had an honors society trip to seattle.
sienna wasnt on honors society, so i hung out with adria the whole time.
and cameron wasnt there either, so i had nothing to worry about all day.
it was one of the best days of my life.
but this year, sienna is going. and she wont leave me alone.
and it will suck. so i dont even know why im going.
i want to GET AWAY from school and drama.
but by trying to get away, im bringing it with me.
ill just talk to adria about it. she'll probably know what to do.
addicted to this song<3 |
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